"polar bear" <bear@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote in message
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> In article <1130276034.292103.18160@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
>,
> zen4less@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
wrote:
>
> > I don't think I ever said that I wanted to be a Hindu. I don't want
to
> > be a Hindu. I want to be a good, happy person--JUST FOR ONCE. The
> > people on this planet are PURE TRASH. They've made my life a LIVING
> > HELL. Well, I want out. If that's reality, I don't want it, like it,
> > or need it. What I need desperately is PEACE. My entire l ife has
> > been a quest to find it. You have to keep in mind that I have very
> > poor eyesight, no money, no car, no recreation, no ***, and no band
> > anymore. I need SOMETHING or I'm going to go stark raving NUTS--if
I'm
> > not there already!
> >
> > Buy Aaron's DVD and find out what I USED TO BE--well, I'm not that
> > person anymore. ****, I don't know what the hell or who the hell I
am.
> > And I don't even care. I just want the truth, to love and be loved,
> > to serve my heart as well as my head.
> >
> > Hindu shmindu.
>
> I saw a show on PBS about this guy who lit off into the woods in his
> late 50's - way up in Northern BC on a lake with nothing around but
> moose and bears. He built a cabin, planted a garden, had a small
> canoe for fi****ng and exploring. Made all his own furniture using only
> a few metal tools he packed in. Every spring and fall a local pilot
> would fly in provisions and some clothes his wife had made. Other than
> that he lived alone and quite happy until he was in his 80's. He filmed
> the whole thing using a tripod and wind-up movie camera so his kids
> could see what he was up to. Later on his son edited it into a TV show,
> with the old guy narrating.
>
> Sounds like you need to do something like that.
Go for it Zoogz. You could build furniture in the woods.
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