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> I don't think I ever said that I wanted to be a Hindu. I don't want to
> be a Hindu. I want to be a good, happy person--JUST FOR ONCE. The
> people on this planet are PURE TRASH. They've made my life a LIVING
> HELL. Well, I want out. If that's reality, I don't want it, like it,
> or need it. What I need desperately is PEACE. My entire l ife has
> been a quest to find it. You have to keep in mind that I have very
> poor eyesight, no money, no car, no recreation, no ***, and no band
> anymore. I need SOMETHING or I'm going to go stark raving NUTS--if I'm
> not there already!
>
> Buy Aaron's DVD and find out what I USED TO BE--well, I'm not that
> person anymore. ****, I don't know what the hell or who the hell I am.
> And I don't even care. I just want the truth, to love and be loved,
> to serve my heart as well as my head.
>
> Hindu shmindu.
I saw a show on PBS about this guy who lit off into the woods in his
late 50's - way up in Northern BC on a lake with nothing around but
moose and bears. He built a cabin, planted a garden, had a small
canoe for fi****ng and exploring. Made all his own furniture using only
a few metal tools he packed in. Every spring and fall a local pilot
would fly in provisions and some clothes his wife had made. Other than
that he lived alone and quite happy until he was in his 80's. He filmed
the whole thing using a tripod and wind-up movie camera so his kids
could see what he was up to. Later on his son edited it into a TV show,
with the old guy narrating.
Sounds like you need to do something like that.
I'm about ready for it myself, frankly. There's a guy in Vermont who
raises orphaned bear cubs. I'm thinking of becoming his apprentice.
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