....there is the possibility that your posts are screams into the chasm
of infinite bleakness in which case I will stop responding, but on the
other hand I like you enormously and want to reach out cause I know
some of your history and really empathize. you gotta stop reading
those depressing novelists and go see Bend it like Beckham instead,
please. I own a copy of Romy and Michelle's High School...... for
black days.
or I go get a massage. you are earning money now, spring for a treat.
or go run and get those endorphins pumping doc.