On Sep 27, 10:35 pm, tariq.1.ra...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
wrote:
> On Aug 24, 6:26 pm, bob <thana...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote:
>
> > On Mon, 20 Aug 2007 21:05:24 -0700, tariq.1.ra...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> > wrote:
>
> > >x-no-archive: Yes
>
> > >a few days ago I found online a photo of my high school class
reunion,
> > >which i skipped. It was depressing to see the faces of all these
> > >classmates who don't know me anymore. I have cut all ties and could
> > >never restore ties with those people. I think most are happier than
I
> > >am.
>
> > Why?
>
> > I am no longer in contact with the people from my home town either.
> > Why bother? It was a different time, a different place. Most of my
> > classmates are still living where I was raised. I've lived in seven
> > different metropolitan regions since I was in high school, three of
> > them twice. I have very little in common with those who stayed and I'm
> > not interested in rehashing memories that aren't all that worth
> > having.
>
> > I don't think about my childhood much these days. Why bother?
>
> sometimes the thoughts are too powerful to fight off. especially after
> a few drinks leavened by loneliness. have you not felt agony and
> regret in those moments?
I feel loneliness and agony every time I allow my thoughts to drift in
the direction mundane. This thought stream isn't constructive. My time
is better spent sleeping, reading, or if need be, inebriated. The
latter isn't an option until I WIN THE $1000+ WEIGHT CHALLENGE AT WORK!
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