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In them, you see other people, strangers whom you will never know, all
having a hell of a time and whooping it up in life, while I am a
disgraced pariah without friends and with no frivolity in your own
life. It bums me out.
I don't even have a digital camera, and given my tenuous employment
ever since I was hideously disgraced some years ago, I may never be
able to afford replacing my 1970s film camera that an older relative
gave to me.
>From others' online albums, you can see they will marry and have
children some day; they'll fit into the paradigm. I will be an object
of pity or derision, depending on the nature of the person thinking of
you.
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